- Big personality change - brain switches to see negativity and peoples' dislike or dissapointment as positive - revel in people disliking me - become noticeably more agressive and push out risking getting in fights a lot. - very aggressive thoughts and attitude, see it as 'power' (defense mech). - people find my demeanor intmidating, I enjoy this - against violence but would not hesitate (jan 8, 1997