sep 30, 1968 - Sigurd's Deteriorating Mind Worsens

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I keep having bad dreams about the Company building where the Company breaks out of that giant concrete wall. But I don't know if it looks like anything, I just think its really big and fast. We cant figure out a way to know if the voices on the phone are real, Desmond says its too far away. I asked him if he could take control of the autopilot and he said I'm crazy and that could kill us. yes I am crazy Desmond

he says we would have to get our own private flight to go to the coordinates, and who knows what would actually be there. So, what if its nothing?

I started wondering how I cant remember how we really got here, no I just remember little things like the shuttle flight to the building where we signed our contracts. But I don't remember getting on the shuttle, I don't even remember saying bye to dad. in my dreams it feels like the company isn't trapped in there at all, its just hiding. I don't know if I'm going home

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