16 h, may 27, 2014 y -

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AH to JD:
There are so many things to say,  I feel there are not enough words in the world to articulate what I want to say to you. All I can say is I am heart broken. 
My whole world came crashing down on me, I feel so lost. I know this, I love you, more than I've ever loved anything.  I know you are my one, my life's true love.

Fact remains  I can't imagine life without you and the inescapable truth is, being with you has been the best thing to happen to my life.
But only you have the ability to take it away from me for both  of us.

I know you have a sickness. I know you are suffering, Johnny, I’ll do anything to take that away from you, if only I could. We have such a beautiful...(reads to the words)... that is killing us. And that is what I am afraid of.

Seeing such a beautiful thing as our love slaughtered right in front of my eyes, and not being able to do anything about it.
That is what, who I am running from,  that demon.

Because despite how much I have tried to fight him off, you, he has been winning.

I am scared, Johnny, so scared, I watch as this thing steals my life out from under  me. He steals my man from me and replaces him with something terrifying and unrecognisable.



SOURCE:
UK Court Documents:
- NGN Closing pp26
- Transcript Day 2 pp 327-8

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