jan 2, 2009 - took the magazine and hid it under my bed.

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In February one issue included men’s underwear section. (this time learning from my mistakes, I did not cut anything out of the magazine.)
Instead I took the magazine to bed and looked at it before going to sleep. To hide it from my mom I dropped it between my bed and the wall.
Apparently the day later my mom had a meeting with her friend and they kept looking for the magazine. After I came home from school, my mom told me that she knew I took the magazine and asked me to give it back. She came with me to my room and I took the magazine from behind the bed.(very ashamed)
I tried to explain that the reason I was looking at the magazine was that I liked the guys body and that I want to become like them. My mom said I was to young to want to become like these men and to even think about it and from then on she kept the magazines away from me, locked in her closet.
Sometimes on April the gay canel I used to watch became pay per view and I didn’t have access to it no more. So I just kept watching the normal porn channels.

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