15h 22min, feb 13, 2017 y - "only in leaving him"
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You told me in prayer that I was being obedient - and the opposition and anger faced was due to the other person's resilience. Not letting me be obedient. Tony and I discussed this - and he apologized for devaluing me and belittling me. And said that he understand what I was doing was as a servant of God.
I asked again if I sinned against you and he said, "only in leaving him"
I have been asking God if I sinned against you or committed sin in our interactions. I have been praying for conviction... and talking to him about it. It's of deep concern to me that he would lead me to talk to you about these things only for it to cause you harm. So far he told me it was to confirm that what he was telling me was also what he was telling you... but because there were a lot of layers of defense, pushing away, cutting off, closing off, denial that it was an issue, shifting the focus to pushing me away...it required more pressure than either of us wanted... I'm sincerely concerned at the hardness it created for you... and so I'm seeking him to reveal to me what I did wrong
I'm going to continue to seek him in this and continue to ask... i just wanted to be convicted of the sin if I've sinned... the fact you experienced so much damage from it is very disconcerting... so I'm sorry... i will keep talking to him about it
He said that it was due to the refusal of wanting to address the underlying issue or go deeper with it... but I know there is more then that. Please pray God reveals to me how I have sinned against you or shown dishonor to you.
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