7 h 5 m, 6 jun 2013 año - EMAIL Can't shake it Johnny Depp Bruce Witkin

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On Jun 6, 2013, at 7:05 AM, dictator3 wrote:

seriously, bwoosie.

how can you possibly think that you've let me down??? we have done some of our best work together in recent years!!! we've made incredible music together with some of the coolest and most unique artists EVER!!! and, of course, i COULD NOT, AND WOULD NOT, HAVE DONE SWEENEY WITHOUT YOU!!! i brag about you practically every single day!!! in fact, was playing the WHITE BUFFALO track, "THE AMERICAN DREAM" for Marcus the other day and bragged like a cocksucker!!! he went fucking crazy for the track and for the brilliant production and the sound of the recording!!! it is a proper anthem, in the tradition of woody guthrie and bob dylan. you made that fucking happen!!! the LONE RANGER record is brilliant!!! you are a genius, a wizard and also a lovely fucking man who happens to be my brother and i know you like i know me…

it is a phase. simply. the fact the we're feeling the shit at EXACTLY at the same time doesn't surprise me in the slightest.

brain is on full tilt. the circus never stops. feel phvsically fucked. constantly!!! i am wired up so tight that i am barely able to deal with people on any level that is remotely enjoyable. lexapro is fine, i think... seems to work, but, it does not erase and it doesn't supersede what and who we are and what we carry from birth. it's a very subtle band aide. the weed helps, but, it is really more a choice to alter reality to make it tolerable. it is not exactly the escape i earn for… i wanna feel joy!!! when do we get that??? you and i are loaded down with responsibilities, expectations of others, expectations of ourselves (the worst!!!) and very, very high standards!!! we need to find the fun!!! wherever and whatever it is!!! chemically, our bodies expect reward for our daily offerings... it actually demands it!!! needs it!!! is it in the drugs that doc's give us??? to some degree, yes... because our bodies don't produce those natural fucking highs anymore!!! however, i think it would be fucking super wise of us to look into ourselves and locate what we can. and i know you’ll laugh, but i think we should start exploring some form of meditation!!! it is the only reason that Damien was able to stay alive on death row. i've reached out to him to at some kinda starter advice otherwise, ¡ will just wallow in this muck and fucking rot. this we cannot do!!! life is fucking great!!! it is how we choose to spend our time during it that can be
fucked. i know we are smarter and better than that.

let us speak and take aggressive steps toward regaining what we need to feel good again and happy and fulfilled. we get one shot at this life, as you know… what Marlon referred to as.”… the length of a bird song…” …We MUST NOT FUCK TT UP!!! we have the goddam keys to the car!!! we're in charge of this ridiculous body
and mind!!! forward is where we need to be. onward toward better.

working today, but, will have moments, if you wanna talk, or text.

we'll get through this bullshit. together!!! just as we always have.

coming home saturday morning... HAPPY BIRTHDAY US!!! let's hang, my brother…

i love you dearly and more than you could ever know…

johnny

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